perhaps the reason
you hate yourself so much
has to do with the fact that
you’ve poured all your love
into someone else
and left none for yourself
as we tangle ourselves up in the sheets
pretending it’s each other’s limbs.
It’s 4am, now
and the sun will be rising
just as you’re watching it set.
I’m listening to songs that remind me of you
and you’re a million miles away
and I’ve never missed you more than I miss you now."
I MADE THIS WITH MY TEARS"
the worst is having a dream where someone loves you and you can practically feel them touching you and it feels so real and then you wake up and it’s like the life is being sucked out of you and the happiness just drains out of your body and you feel empty again